love and loathing

How do i keep it alive / Im standing on the orange coals of whatever

My stupid rainbow has a human-like fickleness,

With this moniker of “my” it can only be so;
that breed of consciousness which infatuation sews
belongs to the lonely loners —
     not the lovers left alone
     but those who are destined
     to call loneliness Home
       CYCLE
Hurt — do the things you loathe
Hurt — and loathe the things you do;
     hold them in high disdain,
        and pay thyself not
       the heed one is due