im on the winning side

Im on the winning side,
because i am silent now

Because everything is blurry
         to the eyes/
because
if i can move them
by my rambling on
by our chaotic melodic,
then maybe theres a little further to go

God,
          wring my sphincter with
          copper spikes and other rust
Teach me rabbi, cool aloofness,
and how to discern when enough is enough