for the first time had the anxies that come with the “lost” [smart]phone.

it was v low level, but starkly noticeable juxtaposed next to refreshing feelings of serenity and repose

Sometimes in order to engage we must first be disengaged

Surely

Mother of mother,
I wonder why I just imagined you as a tree
beloved Grandmother

Hello here from earth still,
I love you.

Rain with and without
in sheets of energy
gold amber and green

the configuration of a collection of experiences in current use.
lets call them, perhaps, memories or people
or both