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When we surmount or surpass something, what does that something become

A half finished bottle of white wine has been under my desk for months. this happens sometimes ~ i have some sort of attraction to Decay; there’s something more than fascinating about it; i connect with it

Dying things, not “Dead” things – that’s different

I could tell when you were proud of me even at times you didn’t necessarily say it

I miss that moment on the floor laying face to face on our sides

Im taking your picture and you mouth “I love you” through the lens

色あせ

‘what happened to you,’ she asked. my friend.
i don’t now where she is now, but, i’ll never forget that.
‘what happened to you?’
If you hear this for the first time ever, it’s probably something you wont 
e able to answer at the moment.
The little black fan is like music. i feel the joints of earlier, i went
climbing with wu and ben. golly was it fun. their spirits so welcoming and
glowing. and i loved using my body in ways that i had perhaps completely
forgotten that i can. ESPECIALLY with the support of people i consider friends.
A friend is many things.

I wonder at my friend’s question often these days.
i list through this world, the whole scope having achieved a peculiar dullness

People say,
              “things slow down”



That they do

programming

theres a lot you can do with programming.

you can delete your file system. you can make a game. you can play games against your computer
but it will only be as smart as you.

you can make a program that writes a million word poem everyday at 18:11 hours.

*note: attraction to japanese culture and language posb lot to do with attraction and tendency toward simplicity and The Implied